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[camper4lyfe]

Well...tonight is my first date in almost a year...could almost say in almost 3 years, depending on how you look at it.
I wonder how it'll go? I'm really nervous about it. Think I'll make a fool of myself? It's possible. How fast will I become attatched to her? I like the idea, but at the same time, I need to stay away from it for a while. I would like to become better friends with her since I really don't know much about her...other than the superficial things. But how close is too close? Hell, for all I know, she doesn't think nearly the same about me as I her. For all I know she could just be going with me as a favor...or just to be nice. I really don't know. I'm not sure I want to find out either. Maybe some time down the road. But for now, I'm just going to appreciate a new face, a new person, a new life.

Comments

Ooh Date

[(Anonymous)]

Why have you been off the dating market for so long? Are you afraid of women? LOL

Re: Ooh Date

[camper4lyfe.livejournal.com]

Naw...have been in 2 straight relationships without any recovery time.

Long?

[(Anonymous)]

How long was each relationship you had? Hopefully not both at the same time.

Re: Long?

[camper4lyfe.livejournal.com]

The first was about a year and a half. The second was 10 months.

*smiles*

[skyes.livejournal.com]

two hardcore to the bone relationships in a row. the man deserves a rest! here's to healing and allowing oneself to grow.

Re: *smiles*

[camper4lyfe.livejournal.com]

Here! Here!