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Feb. 2nd, 2001 10:40 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
camper4lyfeWell...tonight is my first date in almost a year...could almost say in almost 3 years, depending on how you look at it.
I wonder how it'll go? I'm really nervous about it. Think I'll make a fool of myself? It's possible. How fast will I become attatched to her? I like the idea, but at the same time, I need to stay away from it for a while. I would like to become better friends with her since I really don't know much about her...other than the superficial things. But how close is too close? Hell, for all I know, she doesn't think nearly the same about me as I her. For all I know she could just be going with me as a favor...or just to be nice. I really don't know. I'm not sure I want to find out either. Maybe some time down the road. But for now, I'm just going to appreciate a new face, a new person, a new life.
I wonder how it'll go? I'm really nervous about it. Think I'll make a fool of myself? It's possible. How fast will I become attatched to her? I like the idea, but at the same time, I need to stay away from it for a while. I would like to become better friends with her since I really don't know much about her...other than the superficial things. But how close is too close? Hell, for all I know, she doesn't think nearly the same about me as I her. For all I know she could just be going with me as a favor...or just to be nice. I really don't know. I'm not sure I want to find out either. Maybe some time down the road. But for now, I'm just going to appreciate a new face, a new person, a new life.
