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Oct. 11th, 2007 02:02 pmI'm absolutely exhausted today.
My stomach's been all sorts of funky since last night, though I took the risk to go to Red Robin for lunch. my god, I'd shove a naked woman out of the way to get one of their burgers. YUM. Stomach seems fine so far.
On another note, I'm noticing a problem I have lately.
I seem to have a really difficult time letting go of the past.
I don't why I do this. Maybe it's a lack of closure? Maybe it's something I resent and just don't know it yet...I don't know. Either way, it's really starting to wear on my lately.
I really don't know what to do about this stuff.
My stomach's been all sorts of funky since last night, though I took the risk to go to Red Robin for lunch. my god, I'd shove a naked woman out of the way to get one of their burgers. YUM. Stomach seems fine so far.
On another note, I'm noticing a problem I have lately.
I seem to have a really difficult time letting go of the past.
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I try to contact people from high school for various reasons (sometimes I don't know WHAT the reason is). -
I can't help but think in the back of my mind that Paula never actually died. I walk around Fairport fully expecting to walk around a corner and see her standing there (yes, I know she's gone, but I just can't bring myself to BELIEVE it yet) -
I still get pissed off over stuff that happened back in college.
I don't why I do this. Maybe it's a lack of closure? Maybe it's something I resent and just don't know it yet...I don't know. Either way, it's really starting to wear on my lately.
I really don't know what to do about this stuff.