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Jul. 16th, 2001 01:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
camper4lyfeWhy is it that whenever I have something good going for me, something happens and pull sthe rug our from underneath me?
This is more than I think I can handle.
Last night, or techinically this morning, at 1:05 AM the love of my life passed away in a car accident. She was going home from the concert that we both attended and fell asleep at the wheel. She crossed the median and struck a tree. As bad as it sounds, I hope she passed on impact.
So many questions running through my head.
Could I have done anythin differently?
Was there anything I could have done?
Why didn't I get on her case about not wearing her seatbelt?
What if I had called her?
What if I had talked to her until she got home?
What should I say to her parents?
When would be a good time to ask for a picture and the little stuffed puppies I won her yesterday?
IS there a good time?
How do I ask them?
I DON'T want to start dating again!
I thought I woulnd't have to do it anymore.
THIS BLOWS!
IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is more than I think I can handle.
Last night, or techinically this morning, at 1:05 AM the love of my life passed away in a car accident. She was going home from the concert that we both attended and fell asleep at the wheel. She crossed the median and struck a tree. As bad as it sounds, I hope she passed on impact.
So many questions running through my head.
Could I have done anythin differently?
Was there anything I could have done?
Why didn't I get on her case about not wearing her seatbelt?
What if I had called her?
What if I had talked to her until she got home?
What should I say to her parents?
When would be a good time to ask for a picture and the little stuffed puppies I won her yesterday?
IS there a good time?
How do I ask them?
I DON'T want to start dating again!
I thought I woulnd't have to do it anymore.
THIS BLOWS!
IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
